...If it's just blood, I can handle it. Why, do you think it's better to just stay in our rooms and out of the way? No matter where they stay, people have been getting hurt.
[ There is no safe space, people are going to get messy no matter where they are ]
[ He only has his coat left, but that has him thinking. ]
Each week, there seems to be a new floor added to this place. They might be kept in a room we can't gain access to until closer to the end.
[ The barriers are rude for keeping them from exploring it all in one go. He's going to walk over to plop down on the edge of the bed. He's still missing a shirt so he's just bandages bandages bandages. ]
[ Searching Ayabe's face for a moment before he turns around to face him, crossing his legs on the bed. ]
Fine fine. You aren't going to like it though.
[ He'll hold out his arm so Ayabe can help take that one off, while he uses his other hand to pull off the one on his neck. If he's paying attention to that one, he will basically see a rope burn scar. ]
[ Oh, he really does not like this, careful in his unwrapping of the bandages to see how recent they are, it's been several weeks since Dazai had come here ]
[ His arm will have scars that appear to be from a knife or something else. Some of them are over a month old, while others are faded from over a year ago. ]
I did this to me. The boss had a hard time keeping me alive for the last year.
[ He can feel his heart sink despite Dazai saying it to him again and again, not wanting to believe it even when all the evidence is laid out in front of him like this.
"Why?" he wants to ask, but he doesn't want to pry into the reasons- does he need any more of a reason, seeing what he already saw? A splash of blood and a crazed face, the numbness existing from even before.
Ayabe breathes out, placing a hand over the scars on Dazai's arm, like he could cover them and make them have never existed. ]
...Has it been any better here? Is there anything I can do?
[ His eyes widen for a moment, both from his words and his actions. No one really touches him like that.
Then he'll turn his attention quickly to his other arm to pull the bandages off. In case he's wondering, it's the same thing over on the side too. ]
...It's been different here. It's hard to see what makes life worth living at times, but now and then I do actually feel something. It's interesting at times.
[ Why can't Dazai's non-dominant hand give himself a break /:
But there it is again, that "interesting" that worries Ayabe just as much as the marks on Dazai's arms and neck, where he wishes he could find something else for Dazai to latch onto instead. But in a place like this, bleak as it always is, it's hard. ]
Hold onto those times.
[ Even if it's dangerous, even if Ayabe hates it, no matter what it takes, hold onto it ]
There'll be more, and you'll find new things. I'm sure of it.
[ Pfft. Mild confusion is easier than most of the other reactions he could have gotten from that. ]
Let's face it, even if we weren't like this, you still would be worried. I feel bad for anyone you wind up dating. They would be sharing you with a lot of people.
[ Ayabe frowns a little more, because dating is about the furthest thing from his mind in murder mansion. He just wants 3244284094 cute little siblings, he doesn't want to date. ]
Don't say it like I'd be sleeping around or something. It'd be different.
[ He is much more likely to break somebody's arm than their heart, and that's just sad.
Ayabe huffs and stands to get leave the room, because he is GREAT at running away from things he doesn't want to deal with. What happened to helping Dazai with his bandages? He can handle them on his own. ]
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Date: 2020-03-11 07:13 pm (UTC)[ There is no safe space, people are going to get messy no matter where they are ]
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Date: 2020-03-11 07:16 pm (UTC)[ And the others were killed in other locations. Dead smell just happens for some reason in rooms. ]
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Date: 2020-03-11 07:22 pm (UTC)[ He doesn't want that to happen either...... it already smells like weed, they don't need corpse smell on top of that ]
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Date: 2020-03-11 07:25 pm (UTC)[ He showered after that smell from Mammon's room after all. ]
Mammon was killed by the Chandelier in the ballroom. I got my phone after guessing that right.
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Date: 2020-03-11 07:50 pm (UTC)[ It's gross. House, stop. ]
It's such a stupid "game," deducing how people die. People have been getting different things- they should be stored somewhere in the house, right?
[ He has nothing left to regain anyways so at least he has no pressure on getting bonus votes right ]
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Date: 2020-03-11 07:58 pm (UTC)Each week, there seems to be a new floor added to this place. They might be kept in a room we can't gain access to until closer to the end.
[ The barriers are rude for keeping them from exploring it all in one go. He's going to walk over to plop down on the edge of the bed. He's still missing a shirt so he's just bandages bandages bandages. ]
It sounds like he gets amusement from it.
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Date: 2020-03-12 01:45 am (UTC)[ Squints at those bandages tbh ]
Do you need help with those? You won't be able to see in the mirror.
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Date: 2020-03-12 02:51 am (UTC)[ That's lewd, Ayabe. ]
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Date: 2020-03-12 11:53 pm (UTC)[ Take it off. ]
CW: implied suicide attempts cause dem scars
Date: 2020-03-13 12:19 am (UTC)Fine fine. You aren't going to like it though.
[ He'll hold out his arm so Ayabe can help take that one off, while he uses his other hand to pull off the one on his neck. If he's paying attention to that one, he will basically see a rope burn scar. ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 12:55 am (UTC)Did they do this to you?
[ the mafia ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 01:52 am (UTC)I did this to me. The boss had a hard time keeping me alive for the last year.
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Date: 2020-03-13 02:12 am (UTC)"Why?" he wants to ask, but he doesn't want to pry into the reasons- does he need any more of a reason, seeing what he already saw? A splash of blood and a crazed face, the numbness existing from even before.
Ayabe breathes out, placing a hand over the scars on Dazai's arm, like he could cover them and make them have never existed. ]
...Has it been any better here? Is there anything I can do?
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Date: 2020-03-13 03:03 am (UTC)Then he'll turn his attention quickly to his other arm to pull the bandages off. In case he's wondering, it's the same thing over on the side too. ]
...It's been different here. It's hard to see what makes life worth living at times, but now and then I do actually feel something. It's interesting at times.
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Date: 2020-03-13 03:21 am (UTC)But there it is again, that "interesting" that worries Ayabe just as much as the marks on Dazai's arms and neck, where he wishes he could find something else for Dazai to latch onto instead. But in a place like this, bleak as it always is, it's hard. ]
Hold onto those times.
[ Even if it's dangerous, even if Ayabe hates it, no matter what it takes, hold onto it ]
There'll be more, and you'll find new things. I'm sure of it.
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Date: 2020-03-13 03:32 am (UTC)He lifts his hand, hesitating for a moment. Then he'll reach over to touch Ayabe's cheek lightly. ]
You really like looking out for others, Reito.
[ Letting his hand drop immediately afterwards. His expression changing to something unreadable. ]
Don't worry~ I plan on staying around for a while longer. I have something to aim for at least.
[ He has a bet with Chuuya which... Ayabe probably won't approve of ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 03:44 am (UTC)It's not as if I enjoy it... You guys being who you are doesn't give me any other choice.
[ Y'all are so concerning!!! Whatever this bet is, it's better Ayabe never find out, probably. ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:01 am (UTC)Let's face it, even if we weren't like this, you still would be worried. I feel bad for anyone you wind up dating. They would be sharing you with a lot of people.
[ If Ayabe ever dates. ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:18 am (UTC)Don't say it like I'd be sleeping around or something. It'd be different.
[ It would not. Dazai is absolutely right. ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:31 am (UTC)[ What a perv. And he's going to mischief mode. ]
I was referring to how you would neglect them, while you were busy running around taking care of othes.
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:36 am (UTC)Shut up, I wouldn't do that either!
[ HE WOULD and he knows it ]
It's never going to happen, though, so there's no point in talking about this anymore.
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:51 am (UTC)You're more likely to fall for someone than I am.
[ So it's maybe a 1% chance of happening. ]
Reito is going to be a heart breaker.
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Date: 2020-03-14 02:55 am (UTC)[ He is much more likely to break somebody's arm than their heart, and that's just sad.
Ayabe huffs and stands to get leave the room, because he is GREAT at running away from things he doesn't want to deal with. What happened to helping Dazai with his bandages? He can handle them on his own. ]
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Date: 2020-03-14 03:09 am (UTC)You don't want to see what's under the rest of them?
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Date: 2020-03-14 03:15 am (UTC)You can just tell me, can't you?
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