[ His eyes widen for a moment, both from his words and his actions. No one really touches him like that.
Then he'll turn his attention quickly to his other arm to pull the bandages off. In case he's wondering, it's the same thing over on the side too. ]
...It's been different here. It's hard to see what makes life worth living at times, but now and then I do actually feel something. It's interesting at times.
[ Why can't Dazai's non-dominant hand give himself a break /:
But there it is again, that "interesting" that worries Ayabe just as much as the marks on Dazai's arms and neck, where he wishes he could find something else for Dazai to latch onto instead. But in a place like this, bleak as it always is, it's hard. ]
Hold onto those times.
[ Even if it's dangerous, even if Ayabe hates it, no matter what it takes, hold onto it ]
There'll be more, and you'll find new things. I'm sure of it.
[ Pfft. Mild confusion is easier than most of the other reactions he could have gotten from that. ]
Let's face it, even if we weren't like this, you still would be worried. I feel bad for anyone you wind up dating. They would be sharing you with a lot of people.
[ Ayabe frowns a little more, because dating is about the furthest thing from his mind in murder mansion. He just wants 3244284094 cute little siblings, he doesn't want to date. ]
Don't say it like I'd be sleeping around or something. It'd be different.
[ He is much more likely to break somebody's arm than their heart, and that's just sad.
Ayabe huffs and stands to get leave the room, because he is GREAT at running away from things he doesn't want to deal with. What happened to helping Dazai with his bandages? He can handle them on his own. ]
[ Is Ayabe going to have to threaten Dazai to bathe together so he can't hide anything??? He already did that to [redacted] and he doesn't need to do that again. ]
[ One step is still too far. So he'll just turn his back to Ayabe and pull off the bandages wrapped around his torso. If he wants to see the front view, he's going to have to move his butt.
He will probably just see some cuts and scrapes on his back, but nothing major. ]
I keep forgetting about this one. Someone tried killing me just before I arrived here.
Is it good news or not that he actually has something to show? He's turning around to face him. There's a large, diagonal scar starting towards his shoulder and ends down by his stomach. ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 03:03 am (UTC)Then he'll turn his attention quickly to his other arm to pull the bandages off. In case he's wondering, it's the same thing over on the side too. ]
...It's been different here. It's hard to see what makes life worth living at times, but now and then I do actually feel something. It's interesting at times.
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Date: 2020-03-13 03:21 am (UTC)But there it is again, that "interesting" that worries Ayabe just as much as the marks on Dazai's arms and neck, where he wishes he could find something else for Dazai to latch onto instead. But in a place like this, bleak as it always is, it's hard. ]
Hold onto those times.
[ Even if it's dangerous, even if Ayabe hates it, no matter what it takes, hold onto it ]
There'll be more, and you'll find new things. I'm sure of it.
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Date: 2020-03-13 03:32 am (UTC)He lifts his hand, hesitating for a moment. Then he'll reach over to touch Ayabe's cheek lightly. ]
You really like looking out for others, Reito.
[ Letting his hand drop immediately afterwards. His expression changing to something unreadable. ]
Don't worry~ I plan on staying around for a while longer. I have something to aim for at least.
[ He has a bet with Chuuya which... Ayabe probably won't approve of ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 03:44 am (UTC)It's not as if I enjoy it... You guys being who you are doesn't give me any other choice.
[ Y'all are so concerning!!! Whatever this bet is, it's better Ayabe never find out, probably. ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:01 am (UTC)Let's face it, even if we weren't like this, you still would be worried. I feel bad for anyone you wind up dating. They would be sharing you with a lot of people.
[ If Ayabe ever dates. ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:18 am (UTC)Don't say it like I'd be sleeping around or something. It'd be different.
[ It would not. Dazai is absolutely right. ]
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:31 am (UTC)[ What a perv. And he's going to mischief mode. ]
I was referring to how you would neglect them, while you were busy running around taking care of othes.
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:36 am (UTC)Shut up, I wouldn't do that either!
[ HE WOULD and he knows it ]
It's never going to happen, though, so there's no point in talking about this anymore.
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:51 am (UTC)You're more likely to fall for someone than I am.
[ So it's maybe a 1% chance of happening. ]
Reito is going to be a heart breaker.
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Date: 2020-03-14 02:55 am (UTC)[ He is much more likely to break somebody's arm than their heart, and that's just sad.
Ayabe huffs and stands to get leave the room, because he is GREAT at running away from things he doesn't want to deal with. What happened to helping Dazai with his bandages? He can handle them on his own. ]
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Date: 2020-03-14 03:09 am (UTC)You don't want to see what's under the rest of them?
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Date: 2020-03-14 03:15 am (UTC)You can just tell me, can't you?
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Date: 2020-03-14 03:23 am (UTC)Are you sure that would be enough for you? I could lie about it again.
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Date: 2020-03-14 03:37 am (UTC)[ Is Ayabe going to have to threaten Dazai to bathe together so he can't hide anything??? He already did that to [redacted] and he doesn't need to do that again. ]
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Date: 2020-03-14 03:40 am (UTC)He's going to scoot back to the edge of the bed and then wiggle his finger for Ayabe to come over there. ]
You should find out while you have the chance. Who knows when I'll be in a sharing mood again.
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Date: 2020-03-14 03:56 am (UTC)Then share.
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Date: 2020-03-14 04:02 am (UTC)[ Are you now Jingles, Ayabe ]
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Date: 2020-03-14 04:40 am (UTC)He will probably just see some cuts and scrapes on his back, but nothing major. ]
I keep forgetting about this one. Someone tried killing me just before I arrived here.
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Date: 2020-03-14 12:34 pm (UTC)What happened? Here, let me see.
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Date: 2020-03-14 03:24 pm (UTC)Is it good news or not that he actually has something to show? He's turning around to face him. There's a large, diagonal scar starting towards his shoulder and ends down by his stomach. ]
Someone was trying to silence me with a scythe.
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Date: 2020-03-15 04:27 am (UTC)Who? Why?
[ And, will they come after him again? ]
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Date: 2020-03-15 04:40 am (UTC)That's a bit of a long story. Are you sure you have the time to hear it all?
[ Weren't you heading out? ]
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Date: 2020-03-15 06:33 am (UTC)[ BECAUSE YOU'RE DYING ]
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Date: 2020-03-15 07:07 am (UTC)The old boss did this.
[ You know, the one that was assassinated. ]
There was a man who can create a hyperspace that he can controls completely. He can also shove in a dead corpse to puppet.
He was using the old boss' body to do his bidding.
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