[ Being crashed into for a kiss sounds kind of painful actually, so it'd better be better. Ayabe, on his part, is sort of not looking at Dazai- until Dazai opens his eyes and there's a quick glance up while he bites back telling Dazai he never said he could open his eyes again. Keep them closed. Don't look at him. ]
What do you feel?
What do you feel?
[ NO, WHY IS IT THE DOKI LAUGH
At least Dazai does him a solid and flops backwards so they don't have to look at each other, Ayabe left sitting there sort of just staring at his hands, now. ]
I have faith you can, someday. We found something that makes you happy, right? We'll find something that you love, too.
At least Dazai does him a solid and flops backwards so they don't have to look at each other, Ayabe left sitting there sort of just staring at his hands, now. ]
I have faith you can, someday. We found something that makes you happy, right? We'll find something that you love, too.
[ Ayabe huffs a sigh and lies back down too, hands clasped over his stomach to stare at the ceiling. He did a lot of this in the past two weeks. ]
Something quick and painless?
[ Instead of... an endless existence as a house ghost. That's pretty much the opposite. ]
Something quick and painless?
[ Instead of... an endless existence as a house ghost. That's pretty much the opposite. ]
[ That makes him frown. He already knows, but it still eats away at him, and he turns too so he can look at Dazai when he talks. ]
Are you scared? That if you have too much time... you'll regret?
[ That if he's given the time, he'll want desperately to live, just like the monster said. ]
Are you scared? That if you have too much time... you'll regret?
[ That if he's given the time, he'll want desperately to live, just like the monster said. ]
[ And this is him trying, wanting that reason to live- he wrote in his letter that he wanted to and Ayabe doesn't want him to ever let that go. ]
Then, you should go home with me and Chuuya.
[ BULLY CHUUYA INSTEAD OF ASCH. If it's Dazai and Chuuya, he's sure it'll never be boring, and life will never feel pointless. And, as insurance- ]
Do you remember that girl back when you saw my memories? She's relentless. If I sic her on you, you'll never be left alone. It'll never be boring. I believe that much about her.
[ Where does Ayabe fit in all of this? haha idk. Chuuya and Mafuyu have everything handled. ]
Then, you should go home with me and Chuuya.
[ BULLY CHUUYA INSTEAD OF ASCH. If it's Dazai and Chuuya, he's sure it'll never be boring, and life will never feel pointless. And, as insurance- ]
Do you remember that girl back when you saw my memories? She's relentless. If I sic her on you, you'll never be left alone. It'll never be boring. I believe that much about her.
[ Where does Ayabe fit in all of this? haha idk. Chuuya and Mafuyu have everything handled. ]
Page 8 of 11