[ Maybe it'll help with something. The bored with the world that was settling in again on the days that weren't a murder mystery? The lack of being so close to death? Feeling lost? Feeling alone with his mind againSomething.
A pause as he lifts his head to look at Chuuya for a moment. ]
I'll let you know when I decide to try it.
[ It's a new world and who knows if it'll be a good time or bad since you know drugs. ]
I think he'll be more interested in your mop before he messes with mine.
[But there's no denying the weird way his stomach flops when he thinks about Ayabe noticing his hair in its messy state and deciding to do something about it. Chuuya would fight any haircut, of course, but the struggle is what's interesting.
Enjoy the feeling of butterflies in the stomach, Dazai.]
[ That does nothing to answer anything. The feeling is something foreign, but it didn't seem bad. He just can't place it or what really caused it. Frowning for a moment as he thinks about it...
Chuuya will probably get a vague kind of perplexed feel from him before he sighs. ]
[And that does nothing to alleviate Chuuya's sheer confusion at Dazai being perplexed about feelings. But ultimately, he doesn't care enough to question it much. It's just another weird Dazai thing.]
[ Nah, he knows he's weird. Just going to look at his book again. Tilting it to let Chuuya to see it as well if he wants. It basically goes through different methods and has graphs for pain, if it's easy, and how much of a pain it'll be for others to clean up. Fun, huh? ]
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Date: 2020-03-09 02:43 am (UTC)[Chuuya glances over at Dazai, eyebrow raised.]
What mistakes are you going to make?
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Date: 2020-03-09 03:01 am (UTC)[ Maybe it'll help with something. The bored with the world that was settling in again on the days that weren't a murder mystery? The lack of being so close to death? Feeling lost?
Feeling alone with his mind againSomething.A pause as he lifts his head to look at Chuuya for a moment. ]
I'll let you know when I decide to try it.
[ It's a new world and who knows if it'll be a good time or bad since you know drugs. ]
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Date: 2020-03-09 03:23 am (UTC)I'm pretty sure you're not supposed to do drugs while you're still growing, Dazai.
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Date: 2020-03-09 03:33 am (UTC)[
Look it worked for Sherlock Holmes?]no subject
Date: 2020-03-09 03:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-03-09 03:53 am (UTC)[ There's no heat or anything behind the words. ]
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Date: 2020-03-09 04:18 am (UTC)[Like those two things are comparable at all.]
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Date: 2020-03-09 04:36 am (UTC)[ Weed is better than anything else he could try lbr. ]
Unless you have a better idea?
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Date: 2020-03-09 04:54 am (UTC)[Says the future alcoholic.]
At least do it early in the week, so you're nor impaired on murder night.
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Date: 2020-03-09 08:13 pm (UTC)Waving a hand because he already thought about that. He's not dumb, Chuuya. ]
Tomorrow. After the execution. Reito probably needs it, too.
[ His roommate needs a bigger chill. ]
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Date: 2020-03-09 08:35 pm (UTC)[He's asking the important questions here.]
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Date: 2020-03-09 08:43 pm (UTC)[ If not, there is always contact highs. ]
You know, he wants to cut my hair.
[ Putting a hand on the bandages around his head. ]
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Date: 2020-03-09 10:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-03-09 10:15 pm (UTC)[ Reaching over to touch that hair. ]
Maybe I should point out all the uneven strands you have to him.
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Date: 2020-03-09 10:19 pm (UTC)[But there's no denying the weird way his stomach flops when he thinks about Ayabe noticing his hair in its messy state and deciding to do something about it. Chuuya would fight any haircut, of course, but the struggle is what's interesting.
Enjoy the feeling of butterflies in the stomach, Dazai.]
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Date: 2020-03-09 10:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-03-09 10:30 pm (UTC)Ayabe demanding we get haircuts? We were just talking about it.
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Date: 2020-03-09 10:40 pm (UTC)Chuuya will probably get a vague kind of perplexed feel from him before he sighs. ]
It doesn't matter.
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Date: 2020-03-09 10:52 pm (UTC)You're so weird.
i should warn for suicide because unlocks
Date: 2020-03-09 10:55 pm (UTC)[ Nah, he knows he's weird. Just going to look at his book again. Tilting it to let Chuuya to see it as well if he wants. It basically goes through different methods and has graphs for pain, if it's easy, and how much of a pain it'll be for others to clean up. Fun, huh? ]
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Date: 2020-03-10 01:28 am (UTC)[But sure, he grabs the book and looks through it. And he frowns.]
Of all the things to read here, THIS is what you choose?
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Date: 2020-03-10 01:38 am (UTC)[ Turning his body towards Chuuya. ]
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Date: 2020-03-10 02:24 am (UTC)[He's going to crawl over to the edge of the tent fort and pull a book out of a small pile he has there. That's the book he tosses over to Dazai.]
Here, read this.
[It's poetry.]
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Date: 2020-03-10 02:51 am (UTC)Just going to flip through before pausing at a poem. Time to read it out loud! ]
I guess
I know now
why you never
held my hand tight;
why hold on to someone
you know
you're just going
to let go,
right?
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Date: 2020-03-10 03:47 am (UTC)[That sure is a poem.]
Yeah, fine. Even sad poems are alright.
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