[ He doesn't finish the statement, so Ayabe mentally completes it with "back when I was in the mafia," the same as Chuuya's claim of the last time he was happy. It's the life Ayabe wants to take them away from, idly stroking Dazai's head, combing his fingers through his hair. He'd like to let them have those happy memories, but show them life could be happier. ]
... Is it still the only time? It'd be nice if one day, you could look back at this, and say it for this too.
what does it say about Dazai who doesn't smile normally in canon....
... Is it still the only time? It'd be nice if one day, you could look back at this, and say it for this too.