[ Just how earnest Ayabe is after all of that and the expression he's wearing is what actually does something. There's a pause before he just flops backwards on to bed. He's going to laugh, but it's not the usual mocking kind. It's something a lot more lighter and something Ayabe hasn't ever seen before. ]
Ah, I've been defeated just like that.
[ He says it more to himself. ]
I doubt I can love, but I do feel a little happy around you.
[ It's just like what he was saying while in Ayabe's arms when he was dying. Though he isn't sure how long those feelings will last or if there's any depth to them beyond the here and now. Does he want to risk it to find out? ]
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Date: 2020-03-31 04:17 am (UTC)Ah, I've been defeated just like that.
[ He says it more to himself. ]
I doubt I can love, but I do feel a little happy around you.
[ It's just like what he was saying while in Ayabe's arms when he was dying. Though he isn't sure how long those feelings will last or if there's any depth to them beyond the here and now. Does he want to risk it to find out? ]