[ He can feel his heart sink despite Dazai saying it to him again and again, not wanting to believe it even when all the evidence is laid out in front of him like this.
"Why?" he wants to ask, but he doesn't want to pry into the reasons- does he need any more of a reason, seeing what he already saw? A splash of blood and a crazed face, the numbness existing from even before.
Ayabe breathes out, placing a hand over the scars on Dazai's arm, like he could cover them and make them have never existed. ]
...Has it been any better here? Is there anything I can do?
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"Why?" he wants to ask, but he doesn't want to pry into the reasons- does he need any more of a reason, seeing what he already saw? A splash of blood and a crazed face, the numbness existing from even before.
Ayabe breathes out, placing a hand over the scars on Dazai's arm, like he could cover them and make them have never existed. ]
...Has it been any better here? Is there anything I can do?